i'm alive....

at last...
i feel alive for past 2 days...
huh!!!glad being like this...

Ya Allah....
akhirnya KAU makbulkan doa aku...
hamba-Mu yang lemah ini....
aku hampir lemas....
mengharungi hari2 yg penuh menyesakkan dada....
aku bersyukur...

i've convinced him...
that i love him so much...
damn much...
that no ones could break it...
i've told him....
i've sealed my heart.....
no one could through it except him....
the one that i love......
so darn.......

there's butterflies in my stomach...
itchy.....but love it...
hahahahaha....
complicated right?????

not really-lah....
i''m still OK....
there's a bright on my face ....
don't think people could see it....
except few.....
few days i felt down...
because he left me alone....
i miss him....
but i've been ignored by him.....

today....
i'm still happy....
happy that he still with me....
love u my dear.....
i'll love u forever.....