::married::~~~totally not my interest.....

::getting married or not???::~~~





hurm...
i've been asked
"ika, bila nak kawin??..."
"ika, kau tunggu ape lagi???..."
"ika, umur kau dah 27 tahun....dah tua...."
yeah...
i'm 27 years old this year...
ok....
nevermind....thats the FACT right???

actually...
i'm getting tired and sick...
being asked with those questions....
i'm not blaming people...
who's asking me those.....
the things is...
i've NO idea at all...
what's my life AHEAD.....
totally...NO IDEA...
how to answer....
and what's the APPROPRIATE anwer....

arghhhh
the fact is...
i'm already>PREPARING myself...
MAYBE....
becoming an ANDARTU or ANDALUSIA...
it's really hard to admit...
but still....
i have to face the FACT!!!!
yeah...
the FACT....

tipu la kalau kate aku tak sedih...
maybe...
bukan mase aku lagi sekarang ne....
tak kesah la kalau orang nak mengata...
cume....
ika PENAT...
LETIH....
i'm NOT GIVING UP....
but i'm GETTING FED UP....
being HURT all the times...
i'm NOT LOOKING FOR ANY SYMPATHY..
that's the truth...

i can STOP whatever people wanna say about me...


so....
IKA BERSERAH KEPADA TAKDIR...
DIA yang akan menentukan segala-NYA

::yesterday::

There’s nothing much that I can do….
There’s no one in my house…
Totally ALONE!!!
Yeah….only ME & MYSELF…
There’s nothing that I can have for BREAKFAST!!!
Except the TAP WATER…
Yeah….
I’m totally and hideously not enjoying myWEEKEND’s morning!!!
Too bored MAYBE

So, I’ve decided something..
Went to GIANT..
Straight to GUARDIAN actually
Bought some stuffs

Having lunch at JM BERIANI
Alone!!!
Ahhhh what a sad day
Again and again…
It seems NORMAL to me
Who cares right???
INDEPENDENT WOMEN…
I think...

Around 12 noon…
Went to OFFICE!!!
Yeah…the only spot that I could have my own PEACE…
No one there…
Hmmm…okay..ALONE…

After few hours…
Went off to my HOME SWEET HOME…
Switch on the TV
HBO of course!!!

::WILD CHILD::~~~

….OMG!!!
My favorite movie of all time…
I’ve watched it for 15-20 times MAYBE…
Getting bored???NOPE!!!
I wish I was POPPY MOORE…
A MALIBU PRINCESS…sweet girl…
The best part…
Hook up with FREDDIE, Mrs Kingsley’s son…
Oh……
I’ve cried over a scene
When POPPY discover about her MOTHER…
But still…
WILD CHILD always drives my CRAZY!!!
LOL


::MARTIAN CHILD::~~~

Such an interesting movie…ever!!!
About a little boy, adopted by a novelist…
The best part is
HE BELIEVES THAT HE CAME FROM MAR
LOL…
His new father tries so hard
To convince him that he was a NORMAL BOY
So on, so on and so on…..
Lots of scenes almost make my BLOOD VESSELS BURST!!!!
Huuu…..
It’s based on a TRUE STORY thou…
I’m looking forward to watch this movie again and again and again….

::CHANGELING::~~~

Another movie that based on a TRUE STORY…
Really makes me CRY SO BAD!!!!
I just can’t help myself from being too EMOTIONAL…
My tears just came out like a TAP WATER….
Too cheap…..
I cried and I cried and I cry like A LITLE GIRL…
Changeling really touch my HEART….
Angeline Jolie really plays her role…
PERFECT!!!!
I’ll watch this movie AGAIN…..

::Home Coming - A Soldier's Story::

a soldier after his tour of duty in Vietnam was coming home. from San Francisco, he called his parents. "mom and dad. i'm coming home, but i've got a favor to ask. can i bring a friend home?" "sure" they replied, "we'd love to meet him". "there's something you should know", the son continued. "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. he stepped on a land mine and LOST AN ARM AND LEG. he has nowhere else to go and i want him to come live with us", "i'm sorry to hear that son. maybe we can help him find somewhere to live". "no, mom and dad, i want him to live with us". "son", said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. we have our own lives to live. i think you should come home and forget about this guy. he'll be okay".

hearing this, the son hung up the phone. the parents heard nothing from him until they got a call from the San Francisco police a few days later. their son died after falling from a building and the police believed it was suicide. the grief-stricken parents identified him at the morgue and ti their horror discovered that he had come back with ONLY ONE ARM AND ONE LEG. always have the facts before we make decision.

after read this story...
i've cried like i've lost someone
so that, i've learn something.....
ALWAYS HAVE THE FACTS BEFORE WE MAKE DECISION

okay guys....
miss ya!!!

::open relationship::~~~better way

::open relationship::
yeah....
really love that kind of relationship
the definition of open relationship:-

"An open relationship is a relationship where one person does not own the other. The couple are not exclusively seeing each other and can date, flirt and hook up with other people should they wish to do so. In a true open relationship the couple will be fully honest with each other (unlike most regular relationships). They will not get pissed at each other for stupid things."

haha...
suka macam tue...
no string attach
no heart heart feeling....
huh...
getting sick and tired with those kind of relationship

so..
i'll go for open relationship!!!
of course!!!
NO DOUBT>

thats all for now...
peeps
BYE!!!!

::my weekend::~~~hell yeah

::friday::
freaky friday???
no-lah.....
fine friday??
so so-lah....
i'm doing nothing at all...
celebrate NEW YEAR the day before???....
ughhhh i'm NOT that type...
just hang around...
makan-makan kat luar...
WINDOW SHOPPING kinda.....
balik BANDAR ENSTEK jap....huhu
then balik KOTA DAMANSARA semula
finally, FALL ASLEEP.........

::saturday::
bangun tido....
have breakfast at SUBWAY....alone...
shopping shopping at GIANT
suddenly, rase nak MASAK..
(*sebab lame dah tak rasa masakan sendiri)
then i've decided to Buy some ingredients for my COOKING...
hahaha....*mimpi ke ape???
balik....
do some HOUSE CHORES
then, MASAK....
i) ayam masak kicap
ii) tempe goreng (even i'm not a JAVANESE,but i really love TEMPE...)
ii) budu and kubis mentah (even i'm not a KELANTANESE,but i really love BUDU...)
*weird huh....please don't think about it....
i'm a NORMAL org NOGORI....but i do love all kind of weird or weirdo food!!!
*except yg PEDAS PEDAS!!HOT STUFF....tak boleh...
lepas masak...
MAKAN time!!!!!
sambil nonton MY LOVELY SAMSON 10 episodes BACK TO BACK!!!
hahaha...
finally, FALL ASLEEP again.........

::sunday::
bangun tido....
terus layan MY LOVELY SAMSON
sambil sambil tu....
prepare tuk LUNCH.......
i) sup ayam
ii) sambal terung
what a bad day....ari ne masak tak sedap......tapi makan je lah....
sambung nonton MY LOVELY SAMSON sampai habis...
then....
skang kat ofis.......

thats all for now...
peeps
BYE!!!!