::married::~~~totally not my interest.....

::getting married or not???::~~~





hurm...
i've been asked
"ika, bila nak kawin??..."
"ika, kau tunggu ape lagi???..."
"ika, umur kau dah 27 tahun....dah tua...."
yeah...
i'm 27 years old this year...
ok....
nevermind....thats the FACT right???

actually...
i'm getting tired and sick...
being asked with those questions....
i'm not blaming people...
who's asking me those.....
the things is...
i've NO idea at all...
what's my life AHEAD.....
totally...NO IDEA...
how to answer....
and what's the APPROPRIATE anwer....

arghhhh
the fact is...
i'm already>PREPARING myself...
MAYBE....
becoming an ANDARTU or ANDALUSIA...
it's really hard to admit...
but still....
i have to face the FACT!!!!
yeah...
the FACT....

tipu la kalau kate aku tak sedih...
maybe...
bukan mase aku lagi sekarang ne....
tak kesah la kalau orang nak mengata...
cume....
ika PENAT...
LETIH....
i'm NOT GIVING UP....
but i'm GETTING FED UP....
being HURT all the times...
i'm NOT LOOKING FOR ANY SYMPATHY..
that's the truth...

i can STOP whatever people wanna say about me...


so....
IKA BERSERAH KEPADA TAKDIR...
DIA yang akan menentukan segala-NYA