*night

saban malam mata tak lena, menantikan mimpi yang tidak menjelma, resah yang tak keruan, malam yang berlalu perlahan, terjaga aku di malam yang sunyi, keliling bilik yang serba putih aku perhatikan, gelap! hanya sejalur cahaya aku perhatikan, oh cahaya luar aku berbisik perlahan, kiri kanan aku cuba selesakan diri, agar aku lena semula, ah susahnya aku lelapkan mata ini! telefon bimbit itu aku capai, 2.40 pagi, ah! masih awal lagi, membelek-belek aplikasi telefon bimbit, ah! masih tiada jawapan, senyap seribu bahasa, mahu saja aku jerit sepuas hati, aku sayang kamu! kedengaran bunyi malam, sepi! lantas duduk di birai katil, mahu tangisi segalanya, tidak! aku masih kuat, meneruskan perjuangan malamku, terlantar sepi, lelaplah mata, lenalah aku dibuai mimpi, tiada sedar, 6.30 pagi, aku terjaga, masih tiada jawapan...,

*if

Smile (Charlie Chaplin)

Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking.

When there are clouds in the sky

you'll get by.

If you smile through your pain and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun shining through

For you.

Light up your face with gladness,

Hide every trace of sadness.

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying.

You'll find that life is still worthwhile-

If you just smile.

*aku merenung dalam-dalam botol pewangi itu, mengingatkan aku pada kisah lalu, kisah aku dan dia, kisah suka duka aku dan dia, pedih dan perit, semua aku lalui, tersenyum sendiri, terkenang kisah lucu, terkedu seketika, kisah sedih menyelubungi diri, aku pasrah dan redha, akan aku jalani kehidupan ini bersama dia, walau apapun yang berlaku...akan sentiasa aku kenangkan kisah-kisah lalu, kerana kisah-kisah itu yang menguatkan aku untuk terus berpijak di atas muka bumi ini, kerana kisah-kisah itu yang membuatkan aku masih tertawa dan menangis,..selebat-lebat hujan yang membasahi bumi, tidak sedikitkan melunturkan kisah-kisah aku dan dia...,

*i wonder,..

I wonder how the aboriginal lives their life...Especially for those who lives in wood...Watching Taboo, National Geographic makes me realized that I was lucky enough born as non aboriginal...And live in a modern surroundings and do the normal things and stuffs...Aboriginal, definitely the do some weird stuffs as their ritual to their own God etc...I was amazed, shocked and speechless...Whatever it is, I still wonder how they could survive in the thick wood without any proper facilities...

*untitled,

jangan sesekali kamu menidakkan kasih sayang saya pada kamu

jangan sesekali kamu menafikan kasih sayang saya pada kamu

jangan sesekali kamu menidakkan kesetiaan saya pada kamu

jangan sesekali kamu menafikan kesetiaan saya pada kamu

hanya satu yang perlu kamu tahu, bahwanya kamulah segalanya...

*,Just the Way You Are

When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...When I see your face,There's not a thing that I would change,Cause you're amazing, Just the way you are...I was so in love with you...

akmal & maziah; selamat pengantin baru

alhamdulilah, tahniah tahniah buat akmal dan pasangannya; maziah...kerana selamat mendirikan rumah tangga pada tanggal 10 Oktober 2010, tahniah sekali lagi buat akmal & maziah; kami mendoakan kebahgiaan anda berdua dalam menjalani kehidupan sebagai suami isteri...amin

*,chasing shadows

Safe in the shadows
Deep in the night
I know you’re near
But you’re nowhere in sight
Safe from the darkness
Down in the streets
I hear your footsteps
I hear your heartbeat
Oh, I can hear your heartbeat

On the street corner
Away from the light
I know you’re near
But you’re nowhere in sight
Over my shoulder
I feel you’re near
I feel you moving
But you never appear

Chasing shadows
Chasing something I can’t see
Chasing shadows
Will I ever be free
Chasing shadows
Into the darkness from the light
Chasing shadows
I’m just a victim of the night
The night

Cloaked in darkness
You play at your game
I hear you breathing
Call out your name
Closer, closer, I feel you so near
You’re just a shadow
But you never appear

Chasing shadows
Chasing something I can’t see
Chasing shadows
Will I ever be free
Chasing shadows
Into the darkness from the light
Chasing shadows
Another victim of the night
The night

Shadows in the night

Safe from the darkness
Deep in the night
I know you’re here
You’re nowhere in sight
Over my shoulder
I know you are near
I feel you moving
Will you ever appear

I’m chasing something I can’t see
Will I ever be free
Shadows in the night