,whenever I play the oldies song...reminds me to papa..he used to sing all oldies songs long time ago...when I was in primary and secondary school..now,he can't speak and eat well...I was too weak to face the fact...he had being diagnosed with cancer stage 4...I was totally shocked...and there's no word could describe the sadness and disappointment...I told papa, "you have to be strong to fight the cancer" and he nodded mean yes...whenever I meet him, "papa ok?" and as usual, he nodded again...every single night I cry, cry and cry...I pray and asked Allah to let my dad live his life as usual and give him strength to fight the cancer...
,lately
salam, hye guys..i'm back..for a while, maybe..thee, i'm too busy recently...my dearest papa not doing well...i'm too sad and bit stress lately...i have to rush to hospital and office for few days...my dad has been admitted into Hospital Sunga Buloh from last sunday to tuesday..tomorrow i'll get my dad's biopsy result..always hoping for a positive result..i can't afford to see my dad suffer...i'll pray for the best...i'm lucky enough that my dad was tough..even tougher than myself..i've cried so hard, but it won't change anything, seeing my dad having milk by using the tube really makes me weak, day by day...he can't talk, almost lost his voice..he tried so hard to talk to us, and we've tried so hard to get what he did said..."Ya Allah, permudahkanlah semua urusan kami, berilah segala kebaikan kepada kami, jauhkanlah kami dari sebarang penyakit yang memudaratkan"...
papa, get well soon...
,mengenangmu by kerispatih...
Takkan pernah habis
air mataku
bila kuingat
tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu
mengapa sampai
saat ini
ku masih sendiri
reff:
Adakah di sana
kau rindu padaku
meski kita kini ada di
dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin
waktu kuputar
‘kan kutunggu
dirimu
Biarlah kusimpan
sampai nanti aku
‘kan ada di sana
Tenanglah dirimu
dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku
kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu
abadi
,love this song...it tells everything...
,nur khairunnisa
i met a lady this morning, she did asked "what's your name", i said "khairunnisa"...then she recalled my name "oh, elisa is it?"...i pronounced back my name "khairunnnisa", she put a smile and said "oh, khairunnisa..what a lovely name"...i was speechless and glad because...she's chinese..i wish that, people would call me nisa or khairunnisa or nur khairunnisa instead of ika or norika...
ya, i really hope for that...hikhik,my manja nickname, ayun...given by my late grandma...i miss her so much...miss her, miss her...wanna see her, walaupun dalam mimpi...terkenang selalu kisah-kisah bersama arwah, membuatkan aku menangis...kalau la dia masih ada lagi, mahu aku menangis sepuas-puasnya, mahu aku bercerita tentang kisah hidup aku padanya...bau arwah masih lagi aku ingat...kalau lah aku dapat putar semula masa-masa aku bersam arwah...
,others
sometimes we end up things with tears
sometimes we end up with smiles
i won't give up
i would be tough
i would face the fact
i would smile, always
cheerful than ever
i would hide away all my sadness
and cherish other's life rather than mine...
,things happen for reason...
yup, things happen for a reason
it's faith that bring us together,
it's faith that make us stick together,
it's faith that make us tough to face the challenges,
it's faith that won't let us apart...
*stutter, am i?
am i a stutter?
admit that, i did always lost my words...and have this difficulty in my daily conversation
nevertheless, it become worse whenever i got nervous or panic,
Stuttering is a speech disorder in which sounds, syllables, or words are repeated or prolonged, disrupting the normal flow of speech. These speech disruptions may be accompanied by struggling behaviors, such as rapid eye blinks or tremors of the lips. Stuttering can make it difficult to communicate with other people, which often affects a person’s quality of life.
Symptoms of stuttering can vary significantly throughout a person’s day. In general, speaking before a group or talking on the telephone may make a person’s stuttering more severe, while singing, reading, or speaking in unison may temporarily reduce stuttering.
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