,nur khairunnisa

i met a lady this morning, she did asked "what's your name", i said "khairunnisa"...then she recalled my name "oh, elisa is it?"...i pronounced back my name "khairunnnisa", she put a smile and said "oh, khairunnisa..what a lovely name"...i was speechless and glad because...she's chinese..i wish that, people would call me nisa or khairunnisa or nur khairunnisa instead of ika or norika...

ya, i really hope for that...hikhik,my manja nickname, ayun...given by my late grandma...i miss her so much...miss her, miss her...wanna see her, walaupun dalam mimpi...terkenang selalu kisah-kisah bersama arwah, membuatkan aku menangis...kalau la dia masih ada lagi, mahu aku menangis sepuas-puasnya, mahu aku bercerita tentang kisah hidup aku padanya...bau arwah masih lagi aku ingat...kalau lah aku dapat putar semula masa-masa aku bersam arwah...