,random

◘ Starting time: 3.14pm

◘ Name: nisa
◘ Sister/s: 3 (including me)
◘ brother/s: nil
◘ What are you wearing right now?: blue blouse beige pant, lovely pashmina
◘ Where do you live?: kota damansara, pj
◘ Favorite Numbers: 2 , 6 , 8 , 3 it's my birthday!
◘ Favorite Drinks: coke, i'll die without it...damn!
◘ Favorite Months: nil...
◘ Favorite Breakfast: bihun goreng, thats what i'm buying everyday dengan makcik 'highway'

------ Have You Ever ------
◘ Been in a bath tub: yup
◘ Swam in the ocean: i can't swim and i hate ocean, but i do love snorkeling
◘ Fallen asleep in school: rarely
◘ Fell off your chair: i guess so...tak ingat lah!
◘ Saved e-mails: never! menyemak je

------ What is ------
◘ Your room like: all white
◘ What is the last thing you ate: nasi beriyani...lauk daging! yummy

------ Ever Had ------
◘ Chicken pox: maybe...tak sure la..kene tanye mama
◘ Sore throat: always
◘ Stitches: nope
◘ Broken nose: i guess so..considered it as broken nose..yayah pukul hidung orang dengan raket badminton! bengkok jadinya

----- Do You ------
◘ Believe in love at first sight?: maybe...

------ Who ------
◘ Who was the last person you danced with?: no one

------ Final Questions ------
◘ What are you listening to right now?: thunder, mcm dah nak hujan!
◘ What did you do today?: check report
◘ Hate someone in your family?: never!
◘ Diamond or pearl?: diamond, actually i'm not interested in jewelery...
◘ Are you the Eldest?: yup!
◘ Indoors or outdoors?: both


------ Today did you ------
◘ Talk to someone you love?: yet to be

◘ Kiss anyone?: x_X
◘ Get sick?: ?
◘ Talked to an ex: nope...memory erased!
◘ Miss someone: yah! someone (totally secret)

------ Random ------
◘ Have a crush on someone?: yah...
◘ Do you Sleep with stuffed animals?: no! bantal busuk je...
◘ Favorite locations?: home
◘ Danced a slow dance with someone you love?: will be, i guess...
◘ Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: yah...
◘ You lonely right now?: slightly yah
◘ What time is it now?: 3.28pm.

copy from sherry

,things that i hate!

salam, hye guys...berjumpa lagi buat sekian kalinya....

Alhamdulilah masih diberi peluang untuk bertemu...

syukran!

recently, i've discovered that i've changed drastically...

uh! sangat tidak baik untuk saya...terasa sangat sedih...

perubahan yang negatif...dan saya tidak suka!

5 things that i hate about myself, recently!;

i. i hate to quarrel,

whenever i quarrel, i'll raise my voice

like hell!

omg, i hate it so damn much

it's totally not me

lastly, i'll feel like a jerk! grrr

ii. i hate losing my temper,

i really hate losing my temper! grrr

it upsets everyone and that frustrates me more

ah! how can i stop losing my temper?

iii. i hate being fat,

i am fat, and i hate it!

its nice to lose weight,

i worry about what i'm going to wear each day!

extremely self conscious, damn!

sometimes i imagine myself to be 10 times larger than i really am

i wanna be a skinny girl!

iv. i hate annoying sounds/voices,

i hate one of local radio's ad

damn it! that's so annoying

hey woman! why you scream like hell?

please stop the ad...or else!

i can't stand it anymore

v. i hate being clumsy & nervous,

i often get very clumsy when i'm nervous

duh! what a lame

i hate it...

i become clumsier when i am around people who make me nervous

duh! i do stutter a lot when i get nervous

shame on me!

i wanna be a normal ME...please...

,please listen to my silence!

Understanding My Silence

by Katie

If you don't understand my silence,
You won't understand my words.
My silence shows a quiet nature,
A soul trying to be free with the birds.

My silence shows the fear of messing up,
Of saying the wrong thing.
It shows that I was scared of speaking,
Of having to feel that sharp sting.

The sting of getting yelled at,
When everything you do seems to be wrong.
Of being punished for asking a question,
I guess I'm just not that strong.

The teachers all stare in wonder,
Asking why she says naught a word.
But they just don't understand.
What I need most is to be heard.

Yet nobody I have met seems to listen,
To listen to my silence and understand.
Instead I think inside of myself,
Not ever raising my hand.

Not even my friends understand my silence,
They ask, "Why did you not join in?"
I just respond that I had nothing to say,
While my soul is bursting within.

I'm trying to overcome this fear,
This overwhelming fear of being wrong.
Yet it's still with me everyday,
Disrupting the world where I belong.

I won't tell anyone of my childhood,
Where I was punished for being incorrect.
Yet the teachers all think I'm quiet on purpose,
But I really mean no disrespect.

My silence is so much more then they think,
My silence could fill up books.
These dark Grey eyes take up much more,
Then they will ever think to look.

Please try to understand other's silence,
Look beyond just a quiet girl.
Perhaps she's not just a shy, quiet person.
Their mystery might just be unfurled.

,tweet tweet

salam...hi guys...

i've just sign up for twitter account....

hahaha....kelakar gile!

walhal twitter tu dah lama and basi...

tu pun nak kecoh! blerkS

add me yah, nisabakri....

i'll tweet like a hell! hell yeah!

,extra 2.3kg!

salam, hye guys....

it's 2.3kg in a month....i've gained that much of weight...

totally crazy!

in February it was 46.7kg

and now, March...49kg!

damn....rasa nak menangis...padan la jalan pun dah slow...lembap!

arghhh tertekan...

i was like makan tak berhenti langsung

asik lapar je..it was like 'oh, i'm craving to have this....'

'oh bestnya kalau dapat makan tu...'

'jom makan ne jom'

ah!

i used to jog...few months ago...

but then, stop for no reason...

busy kot.. blerkS :p

,this is life

salam, hye guys....its been a long time for not updating this blog...

too busy with works, parents, sisters and etc

huhuhu...orang kata dah tanggungjawab

buat dengan ikhlas,...insyaAllah you'll get the positive results

instead of keep complaining....and end up with something that might turn us upside down

tired and exhausted, but then...the satisfaction completely makes me strong

career - there's a lot to be done...

parents - persons to be taken care...till the end of time, insyaAllah

sisters - persons to be taken care...till the end of time, insyaAllah

Ya Allah, give me strength to face the challenges that lie ahead...