,things that i hate!

salam, hye guys...berjumpa lagi buat sekian kalinya....

Alhamdulilah masih diberi peluang untuk bertemu...

syukran!

recently, i've discovered that i've changed drastically...

uh! sangat tidak baik untuk saya...terasa sangat sedih...

perubahan yang negatif...dan saya tidak suka!

5 things that i hate about myself, recently!;

i. i hate to quarrel,

whenever i quarrel, i'll raise my voice

like hell!

omg, i hate it so damn much

it's totally not me

lastly, i'll feel like a jerk! grrr

ii. i hate losing my temper,

i really hate losing my temper! grrr

it upsets everyone and that frustrates me more

ah! how can i stop losing my temper?

iii. i hate being fat,

i am fat, and i hate it!

its nice to lose weight,

i worry about what i'm going to wear each day!

extremely self conscious, damn!

sometimes i imagine myself to be 10 times larger than i really am

i wanna be a skinny girl!

iv. i hate annoying sounds/voices,

i hate one of local radio's ad

damn it! that's so annoying

hey woman! why you scream like hell?

please stop the ad...or else!

i can't stand it anymore

v. i hate being clumsy & nervous,

i often get very clumsy when i'm nervous

duh! what a lame

i hate it...

i become clumsier when i am around people who make me nervous

duh! i do stutter a lot when i get nervous

shame on me!

i wanna be a normal ME...please...